Paula Abdul has refused to tape a second season of her Bravo reality show ‘Hey Paula,’
because she found watching the first season “disturbing.”

The ‘American Idol’ claims shewas falsely portrayed as an insecure diva and she’s determined never to put herself through such trauma again.

“That was hard for me to watch. Disturbing. “They’d put a camera on me when I got wind that my dog was in a coma, and they’d make it seem like it was about hair and make-up.”