Sanjaya’s biggest tear-stricken fan (I wish I could say his only fan but clearly he actually has some, much to the horror of those of us with ears), Ashley Ferl, posed for a photoshoot in NYC last week.

She was excited to say that she got all the Idols’ autographs after being invited to meet them after the results show, and that Paula Abdul gave her a pair of heart shaped earrings.

Allegedly her favorite season four idol contestant was Mikalah Gordon with the Fran Drescher-esque voice. I think that’s saying a lot right there.